Hard today for me

Today was really hard for me to be with dad. I was supposed to be there from 1:00 - 4:00, but when I saw him, his sores didn't really look better to me, his hands and feet were very swollen, and I lost it. I had to leave for about an hour and a half, but then I went back and the physical therapist showed me how to massage his hands and joints and to elevate him and make him more comfortable. Not much response today from him, although when I said his name from the right side, he tried for a second to look over. That made me happy. Susie